To be honest, I did think of the big "What if?" However, as I look back, I knew it would be tough. I would be so different. Things would just be so different. We just live in such different worlds, backgrounds and statuses. It could be worth a shot, but I don't think I'll be able to handle it long enough to last.
I do feel nostalgic. I miss visiting his practices. I miss the times when he would smile then wave to say goodbye. I miss a lot of our moments.
Our time was short and somehow sweet.
Thank you for at least taking an interest to someone like me.
